Gute Frage.

Wenn du den einen Menschen findest, der dir die Welt bedeutet, wirst du selbst ein neuer Mensch – ein besserer. 

Wenn dir dieser Mensch genommen wird, was wird dann aus dir?

forever.

i hate farewells
rape my heart but dont tell goodbye
forever fallen forever forgotten
means forever living dead

take my hand and remember what your promise was
you wanted to stay
so what has changed?
why you want to walk away?
still i feel your kisses on my neck
listen to you whispering in my ear
dirty secrets all i hear

i hate farewells

rape my heart but dont tell goodbye

forever fallen forever forgotten

means forever living dead

are you satisfied? whats the matter?
we could do it better
if you want we could have it all
i dont want you to go
dont let me beg, you know it already, cocksure
i need to know
so tell me what you want.

try to feel free

ich versinke in deinen blicken

klar denken ist nicht möglich

ich möchte dir so vieles sagen

doch wenn du vor mir stehst bin ich plötzlich stumm

verhalte mich total dumm

ich strecke meine hände nach dir aus

doch irgend etwas ist da und hält mich auf

ich habe angst mich zu verletzen.

strait.

you promised to make my days brighter
your hands are firm on my throat
your hugs are getting tighter
and i fight for air, i nearly choke
let me go

bittersweet

i like it when you speak gentle to me
call me by my name or 'baby'
hold on, don't go away
say you love me, please stay here with me
i've got it all when you are here
come lay down next to me
put your arms around me
whisper little lies in my ear
you know i will believe you
everything you say to me
i sit down and write songs for you
want to call you lately just to hear your voice
but i don't dare to speak when you say 'hello'
i want to dance with you when it rains
but in the end nothing remains
look into my eyes, i don't like goodbyes.
i see it coming. i will beg 'please, don't leave me'
you will tell 'learn to hate me'

xo

owe.

i bite my lips when i get nervous, you do not know. i get nervous when i wait for you. you do not know. i've show you all of me, show you all my feelings. you know. i know. me little poor thing, so naive. i' ve opened my heart, and let you in. you can read me like an open book. i said, the pages just written for you, but you are not so easy to undertsand. you changing minds. i don't get it. is it your ego? i can't follow. maybe you don't want me like i want you. is it that simple? since i met you, i saw the things through rose-colored glasses but then you took it off. maybe we are nothing special, maybe you are just another guy and i am just another girl.
i am numb right now, anyway, i don't even feel that i'm dying in your arms right now. let me bleed , let me bleed till tomorrow, i don't feel the pain. i don't feel the heart beating. i'm melting at your sight, i forget what is wrong or right.  reacting awkward when you are around. i wanna let you go, but i stick on you. tell me what you want. i want to grab your hands but you are unable to reach, what's the matter. could you love me, you never told me, what you feel about me. we could count the stars tonight. but you don't like stars. right, but you don't like stars.

xo

sprachlos

versprich mir eins

dass ich nicht erneut leide

sag mir woran ich bin

damit ich nicht erneut sterbe

willst du gehen?

dann geh jetzt

bevor es zu spät ist

und ich zu tief drin hänge

xo

hero.

i was too blind to see

what you are doing to me

say you can heal

pleasure my soul

take away my pain

but here comes the rain again.

suddenly i feel dead inside

i can't feel the coldness

in my heart

i am numb

and there you go

i didn't know

heroes don't exist

i' ve learned and will no longer believe