sometimes when I don't feel like talking at all - 

I walk to the sea and sit quietly 

in front of the big blue

I don't say a word, but I feel

fully understood.

I know I must let go -

But tell me how.

/ way too heavy. 

never understood why people are so afraid of death

I do not scare

perhaps it's because I have nothing to lose.

/ the answer

when your life feels like a cage

without holes to breathe

you dig with your bare hands to find an exit

you search the entire time to get out and be free

to find an entry for a new life

/ ride or die trying