Sometimes he wanted to scream. Scream until the pain inside his soul burst open from his chest. Comes to the surface. Up down from the abyss. So everyone would sense. But he does not. Cause he knows. There isn't anyone who hear or care.

dtg©

Night lies over the streets. We're walking side by side but Far apart. None is saying a word. Love is dying. It's aching deep inside this little heart. I can feel the death. Leave me Fearful mind. Words spoken before, means nothing no more. Broken. Whole body's shaking, from low to high. Don't let my hands fall. I know. I'm not ready. Your whispering voice sounds cold. unfamiliar. You 're trying to be kind but tear me apart. Like we're strangers to each other now. You don't have to say something. I know whats going to happen now. Do you mind One last dance under the night full of stars. Keep me as a memory. Lean your head against my shoulder. I Kiss your forehead. Good bye. Hold off. Let go.

dtg©

No force on earth could take away my love for you. And even when a bullet hits through this Body. All shreds mount guard over you. I give you my word.

dtg©

#1826

You're too late my lover. I'm done here. Packed. Ready to leave. You dont have to apologize anymore. I've heard too much. And I have enough. Please shut your mouth. I need to recollect my mind. Fragile heart's broken now. I'm gonna restore. You're too late. I thought I know you. But I changed too. No, you don't have to hide behind a lie anymore. don't come closer. decisions and new beginnings. I don't want to be with you anymore.

dtg©

Mercy is gone

My mind scare me to death. With the Memories inside my head. In the night I lie awake. When I fall asleep my demons hunt me until they get me. And hang me. Its not the fear. It's the fault. That takes away the breath from my lungs. Hell is waiting for us. It's the only escape. you know we have sinned. Guilty and doomed. We don't deserve forgiveness. We have to suffer for all the lies we spoke. Say goodbye.

dtg©

battle

Too many memories burst my bones. I've seen everything. So much emotions born to lead me until numbness. I feel hopeless. There she goes again. I'm on my own this night.  Fortitude costs. It's always up to how well you walk through the flames. They are impatient for the smell of burnt skin.

No matter we want or not, with the whole heart we're in. Always. On the top of a war. We fight. Like knights. Until we die. While nobody will lose a tear. We're the ones with a braveheart.

dtg©

Irrtum

Hass schneidet tief in die Haut. Schmerzen die vergehen. Vielleicht sogar bald. Die Kehle ist abgeschnürt, du bekommst keine Luft. Dabei berühre ich dich nicht mal. Du ringst nach Licht und Zeichen, in einem Raum voller Dunkelheit. Vor dir steht deine Reue. Eine falsche Entscheidung. Es bist du.

Ein Gedanke. Entkommen. Weit wegrennen. Doch ich nehme dir die letzte Hoffnung. Mit meiner Sanftmut. Du kommst hier nicht lebendig raus. So wie ich. Wir bleiben zusammen. Sterben an der Liebe.

dtg ©

Bleeding souls live in an empty husk.

dtg©

Declaration

Some like you. Swanky and wannabe hero. Reasons and missions. Hiding and finding. Bleeding desire inside my mind.
Come on, dare to put your hand into the fire. On the way for Tribute and importance you forgot the triviality. I promise to tell no one.

dtg©

Help me please I'm drowning. Your cold numb heart is worse than sinking deeper in darkness. At least believe these true words. Believe me I'm choking. All I Did. All I ever did. Was love you. Is loving you. I can't blame you. all my fault. You're so fkn right. When you say. When you mean. When you cry. I can feel your hate. Can't take away the thoughts of doubt. There is a sheer line between heaven and hell. But I'm here and don't move. Time is still. Deep inside I know I'm not nothing for you. There is hope. I will make you trust again. I will convince you you're alive. We can survive.

dtg©