I know, sometimes
I can be completely annoying
And difficult
But thank you,
you love me anyway

how could I know,
that you suck me dry.
when the first look into your eyes animate.
now rotten and withered
for all days.

// herbarium.

Help me to lose myself in love.

I changed for you.
Then.
I realized.
I'm not me anymore.

We fight hopelessly and with effort.
Just to get a glimpse to the blaze
at the end of the battle.