the best thing you can do
on a cold and rainy autumn day is,
put on cozy socks
make a big cup of hot tea
and read a poetry book
you can identify yourself with

/ do more of what makes you happy.

Can anyone enlighten me, I do not understand the dating rules, nowadays is it really grotesque that you do not go to bed with someone you met once or maybe twice? "I Need time?!" is the wrong answer. You can't look so fast as they leave. What's wrong with people? Or am I the problem? Is there anything like true love at all?

sated with illusions

/ had enough empty promises, thanks.

You don't need much people in your life.
The right ones are enough.