we both knew

in this game there is no winner 

we knew it beforehand.

we'd be losing.

at least one of us played fair 

and came so far

to be honest, i could not asked for more

maybe for more time

togehter 

surely

certainly

one day this suffering will come to an end.

Angel of death comes for all of us

doubtless.

I am totally destroyed inside

anybody can't fix me -

Not even I.