Tired..

Just tired. 

you are not worthy of my love

you don't deserve a heart like mine 

you break down and don't even apologize 

you don't even try to fix you disrespect me

I have no value otherwise you would not hurt me

you are not worthy of my love

#toxicpeople

I know my place. I realized exactly where I stand in your life and my worth.

/people are utilitarian

what I truly want is intimacy. not physically

soul wise. with the bottom of your heart. understaning without speaking

late night talking about everything... 

foolish playground

silly behavior without criticism

because I know that being and acting childish sometimes should not become judgemental

on the contrary, it should be celebrated.

what I truly want is 

to be loved for what I am 

what I do and for my mistakes 

I want to be loved especially for my flaws and not in spite of them 

a love that appreciate me

not who doesn't understand what he appreciates about me and

where I'm not good enough

because I value me and I know my worth

and anyone who sees it differently can leave

sometimes I believe I'm living in a dream

can't see who is lying and who is surreal

words are heartwarming, yet

what was said was fake

the pretending stabbed at the heart

Dont misunderstand it

I didn't choose you because I needed you, I chose you even though I didn't need you. That is the difference. 

// misinterpret