another year comes to an end



and again a new one begins

there are no coincidences

in my opinion of course

everything happens as it happens

a year ends a new one begins

a day ends a new one begins

one path ends a new one begins

one chapter ends another begins

and this is how it works

no coincidences

It’s been a long time I have been here / I guess I needed time to figure things out / find my place in life and start all new / refresh your mind and all good comes to you.

Tired..

Just tired. 

you are not worthy of my love

you don't deserve a heart like mine 

you break down and don't even apologize 

you don't even try to fix you disrespect me

I have no value otherwise you would not hurt me

you are not worthy of my love

#toxicpeople

I know my place. I realized exactly where I stand in your life and my worth.

/people are utilitarian

what I truly want is intimacy. not physically

soul wise. with the bottom of your heart. understaning without speaking

late night talking about everything... 

foolish playground

silly behavior without criticism

because I know that being and acting childish sometimes should not become judgemental

on the contrary, it should be celebrated.

what I truly want is 

to be loved for what I am 

what I do and for my mistakes 

I want to be loved especially for my flaws and not in spite of them 

a love that appreciate me

not who doesn't understand what he appreciates about me and

where I'm not good enough

because I value me and I know my worth

and anyone who sees it differently can leave

sometimes I believe I'm living in a dream

can't see who is lying and who is surreal

words are heartwarming, yet

what was said was fake

the pretending stabbed at the heart

Dont misunderstand it

I didn't choose you because I needed you, I chose you even though I didn't need you. That is the difference. 

// misinterpret

I want like-minded people who understands me

one who understands without telling,

no need to say

one who understands from a glance.

who sees my sadness even though I smile.

otherwise you are wrong here.

a life advice 

never love too much, you will be sad.

how fast it goes you were just happy 

now empty 

your heart is dead

either give up your lies or me

you left me in the shards, but it was you who ripped me apart

my heart is so heavy I can't carry it anymore

They say that

When love is strong it overcomes everything.

They say it overcomes every difficulty and every burden. - False.

They corrode. Waste away the love. Play out.

Die out.

Love should be easy -

Right ?

I am left in the dark

and you left without any word to prove me I was wrong

sometimes it all falls apart

and you dont know where to begin again

and sometimes you suddenly realize that you are living in a lie.

simply like this.