open wounds mark traces 

while others laugh out loud

I almost was forgetting I could smile

barely

deep injuries always leave permanent scars

/ heartbreak.

Did you ever think that was it.

you've come all the way

but now, there is no forwards or backwards.

This is the end of the road. 

/ blind alley

i do not saw my mom laughing since 25 years

people say what they say 

have faith in your path

and again

it's may. 

This year. 

Exactly 25 years. 

It's been long ago.  

When your life sudden breaks apart and you don't know what is happening with your loved humans. When they are sudden disappeared. 

And you don't know where to go to find them. 

I can't even remember how much tears I cried. 

Barely remember your face but the pain I had in my lungs, lost and lone for ever. 

/ in memory of you

I found myself in you.

Found me in your eyes. 

Have trust. 

the first time in my life, 

I embrace my future confidently. 

/ no fear at all.