and sometimes you suddenly realize that you are living in a lie.

simply like this.

all the flowers died after you left

While I was not even aware of what I wanted, you came suddenly across and as if you knew everything I wanted you gave it to me.

it's not always head over heels

with you its slow but sure 

100 percent. 

real.

the first time

that made me fall in love with you 

was your hands touching mine. 

gently.

carefully.

and one day you realize that half of your life is over. maybe even two-thirds. maybe you only have 5 years left. maybe one. what would you do? I would really just wait for the day. like my whole life. this is not my life.

/ when will it be over?

When everyone thinks of others from time to time instead of just themselves. The world would be full of harmony. But then who would know what harmony means. 

//dissonance is elementary

I only tell the moon my longings,

I can only trust her, only she knows me best. Sometimes the night and the stars listen too,

but they can keep secrets.

/ others can't understand

when I saw you 

I found sense of life