what I truly want is intimacy. not physically

soul wise. with the bottom of your heart. understaning without speaking

late night talking about everything... 

foolish playground

silly behavior without criticism

because I know that being and acting childish sometimes should not become judgemental

on the contrary, it should be celebrated.

what I truly want is 

to be loved for what I am 

what I do and for my mistakes 

I want to be loved especially for my flaws and not in spite of them 

a love that appreciate me

not who doesn't understand what he appreciates about me and

where I'm not good enough

because I value me and I know my worth

and anyone who sees it differently can leave

sometimes I believe I'm living in a dream

can't see who is lying and who is surreal

words are heartwarming, yet

what was said was fake

the pretending stabbed at the heart

Dont misunderstand it

I didn't choose you because I needed you, I chose you even though I didn't need you. That is the difference. 

// misinterpret

I want like-minded people who understands me

one who understands without telling,

no need to say

one who understands from a glance.

who sees my sadness even though I smile.

otherwise you are wrong here.

a life advice 

never love too much, you will be sad.

how fast it goes you were just happy 

now empty 

your heart is dead

either give up your lies or me

you left me in the shards, but it was you who ripped me apart

my heart is so heavy I can't carry it anymore