for flowers winter is hursh
for my soul you are the same

/ hearts are fragile

do you remember
how it was
as your hand touches mine
accidentally
we had something to chuckle about

how far can I walk away
to forget you.

sometimes 'forever and ever' means just until tomorrow.

I didn't mean to hurt you. But I told you. Don't fall in love with me.
// as I broke your heart

I'm gonna let you bleed. I'm gonna make you beg.

// in anger. 

Bullshit.

you are art.
you are magic.

If I knew back then
that you lay in her arms.
While I wrote you love letters without respond..
all the heart break and pain inside.
I didn't noticed. There was another.

// If I knew back then.

And finally I found you.

sometimes there is just
darkness around.
you.
think.
but in that blackness
there is magic
waiting to be found.

// marvelousness

I'm cold even in the sun
in your absence.

I was always too proud and too stubborn for love. I'm so sorry. I should have tell you that earlier but sometimes it takes time to see the things more clear in the ending than in the beginning.

// I'm sorry.

und plötzlich ist es Nacht.

can we sell feelings too?

// the pawn shop.

my soul is home for melancholy.

do you remember the day,
when we lay in the green flowery meadow
side by side. 
daisies beneath our bodies,
daydreaming.
sunshine sparkled through the clouds.
and you told me,
I was your dream girl.

// I want to go back there.

ich habe dir nie
'Ich liebe dich'
gesagt.
ich nahm wohl an,
du würdest es wissen.
nun weiß ich,
ich hätte es sagen sollen.

/ unausgesprochen.

because it was always
meant to be you.
by day I think of you.
at night I dream of you.
don't need to tell the name.
I know.
You know.

Yes.
You can live with heartbreaks.
But it is not fácile.

Du sagtest mir immer. Ich sei ein Kind. Ich solle doch endlich erwachsen werden.
Und nun. Was hat es uns gebracht. Das erwachsen werden. Wärst du nicht gern noch Kind geblieben?

I wish I were as beautiful as my mom,
in the old black and white photographs
when she was sixteen.

//innocent

Don't let me go.

Mut braucht man um zu lieben.

betrunken ist das Leben nicht ganz so schlimm...

5 things I always have in my bag

Keys
Something to eat
Mobile phone
Lip balm
A book

It was obvious like glass.
That this,
us,
won't work out.
Cause,
you were like the wild ocean, I love.
But I,
I can't swim.

It's kind of weird.
When you want to look in my eyes but you can't and turn your head away.
But if you would knew that I already fell in love with you and your shy eyes...
Hopefully waiting for you.

// To all shy boys.

If I'd only knew... That I wished you good night for the last time. If I'd only knew...

That I will never ever hold your hands in mine.
That I will never see the sparkle light in those eyes again.
If I'd only knew...

I wouldn't have told you all the things I didn't mean. Hadn't break your heart so brutally. Now it's too late and I don't have the chance to reverse.

// the goodbye.

strong love is enough to be completely blind. why can't we just see the things clear as they are. right from the start. why it has to take, sometimes, 10 years of your life. to realize, you were in love with the wrong person and you struggled through all this pain. all in vain.

stop crying. because, he doesn't care of any of your tears.

not only lovers can
break your heart.
family
can break it, too.
and it is more worse.

stop for a second.
savour the moment.
magnificent morning sky.

your body is poetry

It could be that I won't come back. So, don't wait for me.

my heart is numb.

Du hast seit Wochen nichts mehr geschrieben! Sagen sie.
Bist du etwa glücklich? Fragen sie.

I know, sometimes
I can be completely annoying
And difficult
But thank you,
you love me anyway

how could I know,
that you suck me dry.
when the first look into your eyes animate.
now rotten and withered
for all days.

// herbarium.

Help me to lose myself in love.

I changed for you.
Then.
I realized.
I'm not me anymore.

We fight hopelessly and with effort.
Just to get a glimpse to the blaze
at the end of the battle.