you did not deserve my love 

Quiet. 

I know you must go

but I don't want you to go 

Baby.
Be your own hero.

you looked at me
and in that moment
I knew, there was nothing to doubt at all.

the best thing you can do
on a cold and rainy autumn day is,
put on cozy socks
make a big cup of hot tea
and read a poetry book
you can identify yourself with

/ do more of what makes you happy.

Can anyone enlighten me, I do not understand the dating rules, nowadays is it really grotesque that you do not go to bed with someone you met once or maybe twice? "I Need time?!" is the wrong answer. You can't look so fast as they leave. What's wrong with people? Or am I the problem? Is there anything like true love at all?

sated with illusions

/ had enough empty promises, thanks.

You don't need much people in your life.
The right ones are enough.

I just need that one man,
That could read my eyes.

/ without speaking.

Gibt es so etwas wie bad timing?
Ich frage mich ob meine Zeit um ist.
Oder ob sie womöglich noch vor mir liegt.
Ob da noch etwas kommt,
worauf es sich gelohnt hat zu warten.
Aber zur Zeit bin ich hier einfach falsch.

Give me a cigarette, today I am in that mood;
To drink whisky on ice and smoke all night.

Don't dare to say I love you
When you don't know the meaning

I don't want to be the girl you want to fuck. I want to be that girl you daydream of. I don't want you to love my body. I want to hear you say. I love your soul. I don't want you to leave when I don't sleep with you in the night. I want you to be overjoyed when we just hold hands while walking through the streets.
// I want to be the girl you fell in love with.

hanging around in our favorite bar.
drinking running shots. one by one.
just to forget you for a moment.

when they ask me what I am looking for,
I always answered:
'old fashioned love'.
knowing we live in a company where even love lost its definition.
they only crave for flesh and bone.
nobody asks for the soul.

//please touch my soul.

It's Friday night. 4 am.
I'm drunk and walking home alone
While I'm thinking 'bout you.
In the middle. Of the night.
I watch them talk and
how they fall in love with me
But it's you I'm thinking 'bout
in the middle of the night
I smile and laugh
how they wanted to impress me
At the party where I was
But it's you I'm Thinking 'bout
in the middle of the night
Baby it will always be you
I'm Thinking' bout in the middle of the night
// when I went home.

did you fight?
thats what count in the end.

it's on you.
your attitude towards something.
how you see things.

Lebe so
Wie dein Herz möchte.

You don't know me.
And the fact is.
You don't even want to.

at least there was an us for awhile.

your hands bring peace into my soul.

words are beautiful.
words are painful.
// heart-splitting.

you tied my hands
I'm unable to resist against you

I keep quiet to hear your voice.
But you ceased speaking to me.

//signs.

you don't need much to be overjoyed
when you're able to see worth in the detail

I get sentimental when the storm rages outside

If you go away.
Don't come back.

sometimes people don't cry.
but you know.
their silence is shattering.
gigantic.

why does rain
remind me of tears?

Es regnet.
Es regnet seit Tagen.
Ununterbrochen.
Ich glaube es regnet für immer.

I have enough love for us both.

And I only wish
You would come back
And hold me forever