A little death

Like a newborn I hear this heart beats for the first time. You make me human. a new one. I wish you would feel the same way for me. At least, Could you try to love me. I need to know while we breathe ... Is there something you could feel. I want to touch you every where. i will be your 'all-ever-wanted'. Let me Stay here.

- duygu tutku göksu

#kindapoem

your lips move so beautifully

my eyes fill with tears. 

for the first time i cry. you, 

speak the words in a tranquilizing way 

i never heard before and there my skin begins to burn. 

the deepness of your voice stops the beat of my heart. 

i' ll never recover. 

and that's the most lovely way to die.

-D

#143

oh my love

you fool me anyway

i dont need to fight back

i will walk into your trap

always, everyday

         -D

let me hope.

don't lose hope in me.

you are not lonely. don't feel empty. 

i love you. 

believe me. 

and i swear i will love you till the very end of all that time. 

just promise me. you will never ever gonna leave me. 

by the night you make me whole... i believe you all. 

when the sun rises you play a different role.

don't let me fall. 

make me complete. 

hold me forever. 

stay forever.

xo

Kummer lässt sich allein tragen. 

 Für das Glück sind zwei Menschen erforderlich.

  Elbert Hubbard

sanity.

'we lost everything we owned, even our hearts' you said to me

nothing matters now, believe me

now it makes all sense to me.

yet i know you are my faith

though it feels all insane

make me sad or make me happy

it won't change a thing, really

here we are on a glade

just give me your hand, i will guide you

it is worth the fight

cause all we need is clarity, sanity 

Noch Ein Brief.

Meine Einzige Liebe

Vielleicht Sogar Die Wahre

Du Mein Bester Freund - Verschwunden

Die Jahre Sind Alle Verstrichen

Zu Viele Jahre Die Ich Nicht Mehr Habe Gezählt

Und Lebe Mit Der Entscheidung Welch' Falsch Gewählt

Doch Ich Bin Immer Noch Ich

Sogar Ohne Dich

Ich Bin Gegangen Und Habe Dich Einfach Verlassen

Du Hast Recht Mich Zu Hassen

Doch Ich Trage Dich Unter Meiner Haut

Und Ja Das Sage Ich Auch Gerne Laut

Du Hast Mich Schnell Vergessen

Doch Ich Werde Dich Nie Vergessen

Versprochen 

Ich Habe Das Lachen Verloren

Glaub Mir Auch Ich Habe Gelitten

Vielleicht Sogar Mehr Als Du
Ich Wünschte Narben Könnte Man Heilen

Seit Du Nicht Mehr Hier Bist

Bin Ich Gefangen In Der Vergangenheit

Bis In Alle Ewigkeit

haze.

and when the seasons change

and the days get darker

slowly colder

before the snow is outside the door

i will find you, catch you

hold you tight, by my side

just to feel your breath on my cheek

your heartbeat against my chest

only then, 

i know i can rest

...

farewell.

bald kommendes kunstwerk 

                  and when we' re gone

one by one

when you want to speak

but your tongue is dump

when your heart is numb

and you're afraid to get break

then we' re gone

one by one

then we are at the end of all we had.